im good! i shattered a mirror while working!! i gonna have bad luck for 7 yrs!!lol..dr phan still dare to sae luo di kai hua maybe can go buy the lottery!kao!!!i hope i not going to have 7 yrs bad luck lor!!lol..at least im better than hcp..she broke 2 mirror within an hr..she is the queen.lol.today say smth amusing..dr phan is so cute!!!he was so happy over a very very very mini thing...that is he found his long lost cup in the clinic!!lol...his expression is so like a child ho found his toy!!!the dr phan whom i always assist is a person hu tok not much.. a bit dao etc..and today..i found smth amusing..realli!!lol!!!
one good news!!i got an A for my prcp..realli happy! but frankly speaking when alene told me her score..i realli dun dare to mention my grade..i scare she will get more dissapointed as to then, i dont like frens around me to be dissapointed,i want them to be happy and cheerful..but anyway..grade is grade.. when realli comes to work..what i think most impt as a nurse is realli ur knowledge,care and concern and ur resposiblities towards all thing..that is what i think as a A star nurse..prcp is realli nth as compare to my future as a nurse..
im seriously looking forward to mon tanning session cum steamboat.BUT a phone call shattered my eagerly looking forward thing..when i heard u all went for steamboat today..i realli dissapointed,no more looking forward to outing on mon..when u all said to go again..of course i wont want to..cox u girls had went today..there is no more craving in u girls for steamboat in jus 3 days..dont know y..im really upset and haix..okie i shall wait for next time..wonder when is the next time..T.T maybe when there is a next time...i wont be there too...
okie! back to blog! finally got the energy to blog. working hard for $$ is reall not inspiring at all.i felt more and more sian as compare to the past when i jus start out as a dental assistant.i wonder...if i got my pay next week...will there be a person to go shopping with me? go oversea with me!! aw~i seriously wanted to go on a trip with frens or maybe alone too?
went to watch the ugly truth with huixian and yy!the show is realli thumbS up..heehs..o and after soooooo soooo soooo long~i went back to geyland to have the tian ji porridge!its soooo yummy!and guess what! after the dinner we walk from lor 17 to lor 42 to hunt for the you tian da wang..and sad to say! we cant find it!!!!that goes the dessert.in the end we got to know that it had shifted according to the taxi uncle! grr...BUT! rochor beancurd is still around!wee~
i felt so hmm a bit jealous?wonder y~ y~ y~y can my colleague went to that brunch to work...i want to go too! but its not planned for me.my incharge sux!lol.o and glad to hear about him again!lolx and was rather amazed that he got another 'guarding angel" lolx!
miss u girls including boong~i wonder when i will get to see u all again? this yr? next yr? we promised to meet up often,but say is really easy than doing it as all of us r busy with our own life.i realli miss the times i had when i still stay at tampines.having moments such as sharing cab tgt back to tampines and not now i had to pay for my own cabbing.walking hm tgt even though its late at night now im walking home all along with black people around me spying me.we rushed for the last train tgt,even if we miss it,we r still going hm tgt.now im rushing train alone,if i miss it,i got to look for my own transport. we used to play badminton at community centre,and its jus a few min walking distance to it.now i had to spent 2 hrs in order to had a game with u girls there.
my full time job is starting soon.frankly speaking i never look forward to starting it.from the day i went for the interview,i was actually hoping they wont enroll me.i went for the sake of going not knowing what i actually want.bt if i wont be a nurse,then hw will my future turn out to be?this has been pestering me for long...im afraid of commiting too much to my work and left little time for myself.3 shifts is no joke,dealing with life and death and family members emotions.all this r mental challenge.of course i knoe other jobs do have this problem too...which one is better? having a healthy but hot headed client to buy a product or a sick and bed bounded client who needs u to attend to her every single min and being qn by family members about ur capabilities? human being r selfish,they tends to hurt someone who put their heart and soul to care for them.once my job start,i wonder...when will i be able to celebrate friends bdae again,when will i play with my frens again,when will i be able to go shopping with a fresh body,when will i had a family dinner and when can i start a relationship again. ?
"it's easy to remember but hard to forget" by alene.i like it.met a new colleague today. her name: lai yee.nice lady she is 35 yrs old.i really enjoy toking to her.straighforward and jokeful,most of all she enlightened me.thank you! rather sad as she is leaving the job this week.once again..im trying to dig out his private life again,and its realli cfm...he got another partner.well.i shall set my heart and says:ur probation period is over!byebye!". can i really did it...haix haix!!im jus a girl whom u wont notice much about her prescence...where is my prince?i wonder~
yo people! some joke for u all. enjoy~been really busy this week.working for 12 hr plus daily is not a joke,not enough of sleep and because of this i got acneSSSSsss!!! omg~ its so fugly!!!but hor~ i think my skill of assisting seems to drop liao..find my self getting soo slow.....OH! and i hate myself sometime for think of him during assisting...arg...stare blankly and day dreamm....i wonder when i will see him again,really miss working with him hopefully alone.but chances seems slim..T.T
im so pissed off today!!! by right im suppose to off work at 9.30pm. ended up i was at stupid yew tee brunch waiting for the instrument bag till 11.30pm!fuck! and i can say this particular nurse there sux. hey did i owe u millions? and wat add on was, i called at 9pm before i went down to take instrument bag..they din tell me need to wait for 1 hr.they onli say last patient to me before i went down.AND here i am waiting like a sotong there for bloody hell 2 hr min from 9.30pm!! counter nurse was friendly but this stupid old bull dog nurse asisting the dr sux! she bloody hell dare to give me cold shoulder..no smile no greeting and back face me taking to her own collegue and din tell me how long more i got to wait..fuck! finally the treatment was done i went up to that bulldog and told her i need to rush last train plx! and she told me..we jux end leh! fuck!of course i knoe u jus end. and pt left 15 min ago!!! im soo damn angry...
in another part..i saw you.so happy to see u. u gain weight its ok,u look tired its alright.i wanted to chat with u more,but i cant.i was actually hoping to see u once i heard i going to yew tee. however the feeling was so different now.lolx. my probation period for u is going to end here. i think im a girl who is good at likeing people secretly without anyone knowing.. i want some love back plx.. T.T
