miss u girls including boong~i wonder when i will get to see u all again? this yr? next yr? we promised to meet up often,but say is really easy than doing it as all of us r busy with our own life.i realli miss the times i had when i still stay at tampines.having moments such as sharing cab tgt back to tampines and not now i had to pay for my own cabbing.walking hm tgt even though its late at night now im walking home all along with black people around me spying me.we rushed for the last train tgt,even if we miss it,we r still going hm tgt.now im rushing train alone,if i miss it,i got to look for my own transport. we used to play badminton at community centre,and its jus a few min walking distance to it.now i had to spent 2 hrs in order to had a game with u girls there.

my full time job is starting soon.frankly speaking i never look forward to starting it.from the day i went for the interview,i was actually hoping they wont enroll me.i went for the sake of going not knowing what i actually want.bt if i wont be a nurse,then hw will my future turn out to be?this has been pestering me for long...im afraid of commiting too much to my work and left little time for myself.3 shifts is no joke,dealing with life and death and family members emotions.all this r mental challenge.of course i knoe other jobs do have this problem too...which one is better? having a healthy but hot headed client to buy a product or a sick and bed bounded client who needs u to attend to her every single min and being qn by family members about ur capabilities? human being r selfish,they tends to hurt someone who put their heart and soul to care for them.once my job start,i wonder...when will i be able to celebrate friends bdae again,when will i play with my frens again,when will i be able to go shopping with a fresh body,when will i had a family dinner and when can i start a relationship again. ?